Fear – Wicked Wednesday

I was raised by a strong independent woman and it was automatic to follow that path, to not need anyone else. That didn’t mean I was alone but that people were in my life because I wanted them there not because I was reliant upon them. I always knew that if I was on my own I’d survive, I’d be okay and that’s not a bad thing but the trouble is what happens if I don’t want to be strong all the time? What happens if I don’t want all the responsibility in my shoulders?

Nothing. Nothing happens.

You see, when you’ve been like this for so long no one can imagine you being any other way. Even when you try and show you need someone else to take the weight they just think she’ll be okay; she’s strong, she’ll get through it. And because you aren’t used to letting your walls down you don’t really know how and the thought of doing so is terrifying.

I want to be soft, weak, let my vulnerable side free but it’s like introducing everyone to a stranger. What if the people around me don’t like that girl, she’s so different to the one they have always known. What if they reject her? The strong girl can handle that but will the girl behind the rampart be able to cope if no one wants her?

Wicked Wednesday... a place to be wickedly sexy or sexily wicked

This entry was posted on February 24, 2019. 5 Comments

Colour wins

I’m a big fan of black and white, especially when it comes to pictures of my body. Monochrome often seems a kinder, safer option but not all images are designed to be safe. This is one of those occasions, when I tried this image in black and white it lost something, a rawness that I really liked.

Sinful Sunday

Want vs Need

You know what you want, you want to suck cock but what you need is to be told to get on your knees and open your mouth.


Sinful Sunday

A Minute More

Wait, keep your hand there
Just for a minute princess

There’s no to need rush

Oh how I love it

When you whimper just like that 

Maybe a minute more

Sinful Sunday

This entry was posted on May 13, 2018. 8 Comments

Work of Art

For the Sinful Sunday May prompt the wheels gave me Minimalist and No  Humans. This gives me the perfect opportunity to show off my beautiful Adam from Godemiche.

Sinful Sunday


Can you see me smiling?

Can you hear my sated breaths?

As I lay here recalling

Our exquisite sins of flesh

Sinful Sunday