Finding Time

For the last few months I have really struggled to have quality time to myself. I have gone out for a few walks which of course helps but with working from home and the kids being at home all the time, real “me” time has virtually disappeared.

This has had a knock effect on how I feel about myself, I have gone onto some sort of autopilot, where I am just throwing on clothes, working all day and being a mum. It feels like sexy me has disappeared somewhere, forgotten amongst responsibilities and stress.

I’m sure it’s fair to say that, under current circumstances it’s understandable and I won’t be the only one feeling this way as we face another month or more of being confined to our homes. But that doesn’t mean I like it.

So maybe I need to keep reminding myself, not only that it won’t be like this forever but that sexy me is still in there and deserves some attention.

Taken the last time I got some quality me time

Find Me

Come find me in the dark, I’m waiting there for you

Waiting in the Woods

How patiently you waited there, such a good boy.

You barely moved when you heard the branches breaking underfoot.

Had you spotted the shadow between your legs? Did you think it was me?

Or was it only when he touched you that you realised I wasn’t there?

Wild Ferns

The way,

The wild ferns grow anywhere,

In any condition,

No need of care or observance,

And at the last, becomes most beautiful

~Saket Das

Do You See What I See?

Despite this year being a bit of a shit show I have been lucky to have some opportunities in 2020 and one I have really enjoyed is taking pictures of other people.

As well as allowing me to tap into my creativity in a different way to self portraits and being trusted to take the pictures in the first place, it also meant I got to do something special.

We are often our harshest critics, its easy to focus on what we believe are our flaws, in our eyes they stand out above everything else and only by seeing ourselves through someone else’s eyes do we realise that isn’t the case.

When I told the star of this weeks Sinful Sunday that he’s sexy, he pretty much scoffed and rolled his eyes, unable to see what I see but hopefully now he can.

Old Deep Magic

There is an old deep magic in these woods which has seeped into my bones ~ Jon Nakapalau

Editing Control

I loved the idea of this months prompt, to have someone else edit one of my pictures and had a pretty good idea who I was going to ask to edit my picture for me.

The tricky bit was picking a picture to send them. There was a picture I had in mind, one I had been holding onto for a while, one I knew I wanted to use for Sinful Sunday but was also nervous about posting.

I knew I could trust @frankallenweb to edit anything I sent him, he has a soft spot for a good black and white like I do and I knew he would be mindful of my body hangups. So I bit the bullet and sent him the picture I had been deliberating over.

I was really interested to see what he would do with it and so here it is…

I had already done my edit before I saw his and I can’t decide which I prefer, what do you think?

Crawl

Let me crawl into those far-flung corners of your mind

The ones you hide your secret desires in

The ones where you come alive

Solicited

Today I’m celebrating solicited dick pics, we hear so often about the unwanted versions but less so about the fun and joy of being sent a dick pic because you want it, because you’ve asked for it.

There is something so hot about being sent a picture that was taken just for you, knowing the hard cock on your screen is there because of the effect you’ve had on them.

Those are the dick pics I want, the ones that have me biting my lip and salivating at the thought of my lips wrapping around their cock. The ones that have me thinking about how fucking good it will feel when their cock is buried inside me.

So thank you to the star of my Sinful Sunday this week, for allowing me to share one such picture and for eliciting all those thoughts and more.

Into the Forest

And into the forest I go, to lose my mind and find my soul ~John Muir

I have always loved being in the woods, they say a walk in the woods is good for your mental heath. Being naked in the woods was a new experience and definitely one that is good for the soul.

Massive thanks to Monstrous Jaffa for coming on this adventure with me and capturing this picture.